was it me or them??

Was it me or them????

Its almost four in the morning and I’m listening to one of my favourite tracks..just stuck to a big question of my life…

I was always a bubbly,down- to -earth,friendly,cheerful and happy go lucky girl but until that day when this unwanted doubt started revolving around me…so, WAS IT ME OR THEM????

Life is always vibrant and joyous for me…I never desired for a perfect life because I believe that take life the way it comes to you… Perfectionism is a dangerous distortion.Nothing is ever enough and nothing is ever good enough. Being patient with ourselves and our lives, and letting where we are and what we have simply been enough,is one of the most important skills to master in the art of achieving happiness..All I always wished was to keep that PERFECT smile on my face…so was it wrong by any chance????

This smile was always perfect when I was around my few but beautiful set of friends n yes among them was one who was someone really more than my special friend ….this was another family of mine..but soon this family was breaking down which really forced me to think about this painful instance ….i could feel that  everyone was going away from one another….but  in life happiness doesn’t last for long…. I should be modest enough and not completely blame “them” because every human being has faults as I mentioned earlier I don’t like to be perfect..so even I’m not flawless…faults are on my part even but still i cant take the initiative  alone to unite this family…every member needs to have that passion of proving that statement again that “unity stands ..divide we fall”

Expectations always kills any relation…so won’t expect anything but yes again power of what you feel should be strong enough for what you desire for…As I read somewhere that we are magnet attracting to all things what we want via the signals we are emitting through our thoughts or feelings…I can always feel that yes one day again we all will be together again and make those POT PARTIES happen once again….

I just want to say that miss you guys a lot…hope to get back together again…J

Tudoo

Luv ya Shradha J